PSEUDO

I would quite like to skin myself, to claw it all off and hope that this horrible awkward/embarrassed feeling which seems to be permeating through my fucking blood would also cease to be…..that the catharthis experienced through the clawing of the skin would be enough to rid me of this vacant feeling. And that is exactly what it is. Vacant. It does not reside anywhere, it does not belong, THERE IS NO REASON.

Fucking, rage.i4u3thui34ytc4u23wrcygt8w4u3gihuihui.

Fresh bedding and Live at the Apollo snuggled up in bed with Gordon :)

Anonymous asked: are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?

i don’t think it comes out here in the UK next month, but no.

I know i’ve not written much lately but i’ve been trying to keep my head down and just get by. There’s so much going on just now and a lot of it good. Work, new friendships and a very overwhelming, but welcomed, need to create and learn through various mediums. I promise a ‘real’ post soon.

Kimya Fucking Dawson!!!!!1

There’s no Scotland show, so i’m going to either the Brighton or London date on my own. Don’t even care, tears have been shed i am THAT excited.

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Holy fuck there is no itch like a almost healed tattoo

AAAAARGH

I thought of you as everything i had but couldn’t keep,

linger on, your pale blue eyes <3

Him.

pourmoreoil:

He, who goes by the name of soul

Saved my own.

He brought it back to me, made me feel again. Sometimes I feel to much and can’t handle it. It’s ok though. He told me when the lights go out in my head he promises to turn them back on. 

Can I keep you?